Sunday, April 25, 2010

too much too much

Today is just blah.

I looked at my bank account and cried. I haven't had this little money in like, 2 years. I feel like a total FAILURE for not being able to find a job. I've tried so hard, but no one is interested. I'm at a total loss for what I should do.
My friends wedding is going to cost me a lot of money, money I don't have. It's all too much too soon after I'm home. Literally 3 days after I'm home. I can't afford it, I don't know what to do...
Actually I know what I'm going to do.. curl up in bed and pretend I can make it all go away.

I'm so happy here, but I'm letting this money issue get the best of me. sigh.

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